Sam's Venting Thread

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It might be a little early for me to have one of these, but I've just got to get this off my chest. And nobody here worry, this following rant isn't directed towards any of the awesome members here:

How dare you. You made me look like a total idiot, thinking that you were going to be my best friend and be there when I felt like crap. We were fine and together, until you decided to go be with some chick I don't even know. Am I just a joke to you? Do you prefer 'younger, prettier' girls? Not only do you not even tell me about it, but I have to eavesdrop on your flirty conversation with some girl that's not even your girlfriend to find out that you tossed me aside. Then, once I get over what negative feelings I had about you and try to at least rekindle the friendship we had and go for a fresh start, you blow me off again.

No. Don't joke around with me anymore, I'm f**king sick of your little games. Don't come by with something you think I'll find hilarious, because I never want to talk to you again. You're always talking to these chicks who are total 'witches' to put it in childfriendly terms. Don't think you can just say hi to me again after you continuously flirt with several girls a day. And don't you EVER think you can laugh at me for hoping that someone else will one day carry me away. You lost those privileges when you kicked me to the curb, you POS.

I'm done. I'm f**king done with you. Go hang out with your stupid tricks because I'm not going to be one of them.

Again, this isn't directed at anyone here, I just really, really, reeeeeaally needed to get this off my chest.

[IHeart]

It's never early to start a venting thread

I don't know who really hurt you and I think it's best I don't ask but I'm sorry. I feel really bad and wish I can talk to you in person. If you need me at ANYTIME, please PM me. I wish to help

[Linkara]

To whoever this guy is.

DUDE NOT COOL!!!!!

What IHeart said, if you want to talk via PM, I'm here for you if you need to talk.

[Deleted]

Thanks guys. I've been really stressed out about this lately, and it's not helping me whatsoever physically or mentally. Letting it out should help me out quite a bit, so I'll get to PMing you guys soonly.

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Dear sweet Celestia. I feel so awful and sick to my stomach as of late, and it feels like crap. I can hardly eat, and what I can eat just gets thrown right back up. Walking around feels terrible, and I don't have much energy anymore.

If I start getting neglectful, it's probably due to me feeling absolutely awful like this to the point I can hardly think.

[Deleted]

This might sound whiny and obnoxious and maybe even self-centered, but I really need to get it off my chest. Just a warning ahead of time, there will be cussing

So Social Studies/US History rolls around and we switch seats a couple weeks back. I was absolutely fine with my other seat. I got along with the other 3 people at my table, though I got along slightly better with the 2 dudes than the one other girl there. I'd help the two guys out, we'd have a good laugh every once in a while, they'd sometimes give me some pretty thought-provoking questions surprisingly, and the fourth wheel wasn't really there much anyways.

Then we change fucking seats and I get stuck with the dumbass who's a total plastic beotch and the chick who has a half-trigger temper. What. The. Fuck. Now, I think I might be more "green-eyed monster" better known as totally fucking jealous towards the plastic chick because I kinda liked her boyfriend, but other than that, she's constantly whispering these nasty comments with her other plastic beotch friends. Then half-trigger temper is my partner and can't do a goddamn thing by her fucking self and needs to look at my paper and spends about 5 minutes trying to decipher my POS handwriting anyways, so I get puh-issed about that. THEN SHE NEVER CALMS THE FUCK DOWN.

I had to work with her today to write down a report, and I wanted to just plow through it by myself. To quote Nihlus from Mass Effect, "I move faster on my own." So we're writing it out, and she's trying to do whatever the paper instructed us to do, and she's yeling at me "WHY WON'T YOU HELP ME? I CAN'T DO THIS." It took every goddamn, motherfucking muscle in my brain to not freak out even harder at her and just deck her in the face. I'm trying to help you. Just CALM. THE FUCK. DOWN.

And now we're swapping from PE to Health, and I don't have any of my friends in my Health class. Who do I get? Some of the biggest idiots in the entire school. Who am I probably going to get stuck with? The dumbass beotch who's always saying "OH MAI GAWD, WHY WON'T YOU EVER TALK TO MEEEEE STEVE*? WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?" You're my problem FFS.

Ugh. Just. Ugh. I think that's the end of my pissy rant.

*No, my name isn't actually Steve guys.

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MY DAY. I feel you hon.

[DarkHeart]

Wow. REALLY sorry that this happened. Just pray to whoever you find holy and vent to us. We hate them too!

OK. That's a bit too jokey for my liking. I really understand. I HATE some of the kids in my classes *cough*Gym*cough*

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Thanks guys. I feel a lot better now that I've got it off my chest.

@darkheart: Oh, I feel you man. Gym. I used to have all these awesome people in my class, but this year I seem to get all the toolbags. Now I have, what, 5 friends in Health/Gym? Let's see... yeah. Beginning of the year, I had 4 of my friends around. Then they all got sent to health, so I got 1 friend who swapped into PE. Now I get to fend for myself in health. XP

[DarkHeart]

Oh god. Yes. To everything. I have only one person, friend, I like and that's my best friend. The rest are a bunch of giggling, obnoxious clowns. A particular kid just constantly shouts and stalls the class(It's been confirmed he has "special needs")

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I'm feeling pretty low.

It feels like my muse for writing in general is going away because I don't feel like I can't write decently anymore, I have no desire to draw anything, it takes a lot out of me just to get up, I don't want to eat much, and I feel all-around horrible. I've lost a bunch of friends recently and I feel like I've been cast aside by so many people in favor of this one chick that I can't stand, so it's left me with roughly 5 friends that still stick around, and even then 3 of them are friends with this aforementioned chick and it's starting to just mentally tear me apart with how it seems like she took everyone away from me. I'm having issues with everyone I'm close to now, and I'm just really stressed out.

Apologies if I don't get around to replies anywhere I'm at, be it here, DWOW, NYC~R~GC, Kit and Kaboodle, etc. This is just bringing my muse to an all-time low.

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Dude, I can totally understand what your going through. Take a break if you need it alright?

[Deleted]

My muse is running so low nowadays it's not even funny. I think it's partially because I realize that I have few real friends who would stick by me IRL, partially because it feels like I've been shunned on another site I'm on, and partially because I'm stressed out over this application that requires I do 10 hours of community service. If I don't do said application, I'll be even more stressed out around my family because they just expect me to do this app and whatnot. It doesn't help that I feel like the only person I can trust in my family is my dad.

Now I feel like I'm just obnoxious wherever I post and people don't want to respond, so I've legitimately contemplated on giving up rping, and really writing as a whole. I just don't know what to do anymore. If I don't come by anywhere for a while, it's because I'm thinking about this. If I decide to go through with it, I'll let everyone know and not suddenly drop off the face of the Earth.

[Nostalgia Chick]

wow the application sounds rough. and sorry to hear about the muse.

I know I'm guilty of poofing from here for long periods of time. And I'm sorry for that. I do hope you come back but if you don't I understand and we'll miss you.

[Deleted]

If you have any ideas for private RPs/threads or whatever, feel free to drop me a PM any time. I rarely loose muse for Belle, OCs or any of my TF characters.


Acck. Community service (even though, I volunteered at a cat sanctuary for a week and liked it XD)