Nothing Scares Me (Jason/Seeker)

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

(ooc: August 13th. Morning)

Kal hadn't left the house much in months. Even when his powers returned he had avoided training, errands, grocery shopping, and more. Being captured, tortured and even possessed here made him nervous. But when he met anyone he acted tough and was able to fool most of the army. But he knew his new parents Alucard and Myotismon, and his new husband Jason and Seeker must know something but hadn't said anything. Maybe they were just glad he was staying closer to home at the moment. As he walked to the front door to try again he got out to the front porch before having a panic attack. He used his super-speed to rush back in slamming the front door and any other doors along the way ending with his bedroom door.

He dove back under the covers as Jason's scent was one of the few things that calmed him. He was even wearing Jason's clothes he'd borrowed outfits or sometimes just a shirt. It made him feel safe and able to sleep. And he always liked to see how pleased Jason and Seeker were to see Kal wearing their clothes. But Kal knew he couldn't keep living like this. But he didn't want to worry anyone.

"Why can't I be strong like Seeker? Or my parents? Even my new son Conner is strong. I feel so useless. So weak. Why do I still feel like part of me's still trapped over there?" whispered Kal.

He was so wrapped up in his own feelings he didn't realize he wasn't alone anymore.

[Jason Lichon]

Jason wasn't stupid. He knew Kal had become more and more reclusive. Jason wanted to say something for a long time. Yet Alucard and Mytisomon told him to be patient. That Kal would come to them. But Jason knew Kal better than that. His parents may have been wanting to give him space for support but Jason knew what it was like. Alucard and Mytisomon meant well, he knew they did, but Jason didn't feel comfortable doing nothing. So, he decided to have a word, especially since Kal was now refusing to go outside most days. He saw Kal mutter to himself, hiding in his bed, expressing misery. Jason walked over, gently putting his hands on Kal's back. Jason asked gently "Baby? Baby, are you okay?" Jason held onto him, replying gently "Kal, you're gonna be okay" Jason continued softly "You're anything but weak. You can't tell yourself this"