Seeking For You(Bizarro/Kal)

[Jason Lichon]

(OCC: April 29th, early morning. For Jason and Kal to bond)

Jason's heart began to pound with fear as he tossed and turned in his sleep. Unknownest to his roommate and new boyfriend Kal, he did this often. He was rather noisy and he moaned in some sort of pain. He couldn't help but toss and turn. This was due to the constant nightmares he had. Since Kal entered his life they decreased and his life began to be more pleasant. Jason hadn't had this type of connection with someone so quickly. He never knew he could actually feel things for someone, let alone have someone be interested in him. Jason was of course willing to try. The problem was Jason still had insecurities of himself that weren't addressed. Like his PTSD and... other side.

However, this time, they did come back, showing a part of jason he wasn't comfortable with. As he turned he began to moan "No, leave her alone, leave my sister alone. No, no.. NO!" He then rose with a roar, his eyes bulging in a disgusting pukish yellow color, he snarled with anger. That was until a soft, memorable voice started to comfort him.

"Jason. It's okay. You're safe. It's okay"

Almost like a switch his seeker self vanished and the real jason was replaced. Instead of a snarling, angry beast, it was a scared young man. His ocean eyes turned to his comforter and started to cry "Forgive me, oh god forgive me"

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

Kal had been pleased his new boyfriend was his new roomate but he'd woken up to the tossing and turning. And he heard the roars and Jason's reaction. Kal knew it was a nightmare and/ kal tried to sooth him.

"Jason. It's okay. You're safe. It's okay." said Kal.

When Jason seemed to return to himself he was upset as Kal pulled him into a hug.

"I'm sorry you have to go through that. I'd take your nightmares myself if I could. I hate seeing you so upset. I know we've only known each other a couple of days but this more than just a crush. Maybe some would say it's happening to fast but I don't care. I love you and wish I could help you." said Kal.

Jason Lichon

[Jason Lichon]

Jason allowed Kal to pull him in for a hug. The other man pulled Kal tightly and had no intentions on letting go. He sobbed softly, listening to Kal's comforting words. Jason then looked up as Kal confessed that although they only started their relationship, he was in love with Jason. Jason's ocean eyes streamed with tears but they looked at Kal with the utmost intimate love they could show. Jason knew it was fast but he didn't care either. Kal was everything he wanted in a love and more. Kal meant everything to Jason. And Jason would do anything to keep them together. "Oh god Kal, I love you too. I wish I was better. You deserve so much more than me" Jason replied weakly. It was true, Kal was someone who deserved better. Jason came unknowningly closer to Kal's face as he kept speaking "God Kal I'm so broken. I have this beast in me, that can't go away. I love you, and I don't want this.. thing to hurt you"

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

Kal was surprised to see the same feelings mirrored in Jason's eyes and touched by Jason's words. He shook his head giving Kal a quick kiss on the lips.

"There's no one better than you. You are perfect." said Kal.

He grinned.

"I guess we're more of a match than I thought. I have a beastly side as well." said Kal.

He stood up reluctantly letting go of Jason as he walked to the window. The pure sunlight revealed cracks in his face. Clark stepped away as his face returned to normal as he rejoined Jason.

" You see I was basically created in a laboratory on Krypton. I survived by jumping to host bodies but the bodies couldn't sustain me. Until one day I wsa able to clone a body of one of my enemies a Kyptonian named Kal El. I took over his life for a few months and even fell for his girlfriend. When he returned he tried to stop me but was too weak. This girl Lana I fell for her and she killed me.

When I first showed up I didn't think I could ever truly be happy. But then I met you and this is the happiest I've ever been in my life. Not much can hurt me and if you did I can heal fast. I'm practically one of the strongest members of this army and I will protect you and love you. As long as you want me." said Kal.

Jason Lichon

[Jason Lichon]

Jason's tears seemed to stop at long last as Kal leaned in to give him a small kiss. Jason was calmed afterwards and gave a sad but touched look as Kal declared him perfect. Then Kal seemed to approve of what he said, saying he had a beastly side to him also. Suddenly as the sunlight poured in the room, Kal's face changed into a cracked type of form. It did not bother Jason in the slightest. He had seen far worse in the lab Don Lokan made. But it did definitely interest him, the man could only cock his head to one side in interest, breathing softly and quietly. He couldn't really make a sound. He was not aware of how connected the two truly were. They both had dark sides to them. They both had problems.

Kal came forth again, his face resuming normality, and he explained his past. Created in a lab, he at first was a parasitic who hosted bodies that couldn't sustain him. Until he cloned himself from the form of a enemy by the name of Kal El. Due to being more of a marvel fan, Jason wasn't exactly aware of WHO kal el was, so the relation wasn't exactly there. Jason's heart froze though when he told him that he took the man's life and even tried to romance his girl before getting killed by her. Nothing but sympathy and love continued to pour. Yes, what Kal did was wrong but his last paragraph made him forgive that.

Jason pulled Kal's face to his and kissed him with adoration. After a small while, Jason replied sadly "It's not that, Kal. It's not that, I want you more than anything in my whole life. I never felt this happy in the longest time. I'm just scared. It's been so long" He sniffed, wiping his face before looking at Kal and replied "I want you. I love you. It's just.." He sighed, looking to Kal "You ever heard of the hulk? What I have, what's in me, is just like that. Everytime I'm angered, by anything, I snap. I'm strong enough to beat at least forty men. I kill without a single thought. My eyes glow yellow and I can't stop it"

He sighed, pulling Kal close to him and replied his own story "Listen, if you want to protect me, you need to know what you're dealing with" He then showed his scars, all of them. The jagged one on his hand, the large one from to the lower part of his chest to his bellybutton then he showed the S on his neck. He gave a sad, almost pained look "My parents had a project called the seekers, they tried to destroy it when a employee called Don went rogue. They refused to work with the project. My sister and I were forced out of our home to hide with my mom, my dad died protecting us. After a few years Don found us again, taking us from my mom... Killing her" Almost like a trigger, his eyes glowed yellow "Taking her from us. Making me and my sister into lab rats. Torturing us for information on the seeker project. Trying to make us seekers. My sister was too smart and escaped. I wasn't so lucky" He snarled "And I'll make him pay"

His seeker side was showing again, it rose and sniffed around like a wild animal. With a loud gasp Jason resumed his normal self again and he sniffed, almost like a child he hid in the corner of the bed "See? See how out of control it is?!"

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

Kal kissed back and smiled at him.

"You think I'm not scared too? My last relationship ended in my death. But I want you so much that I want to try." said Kal.

Kal shrugged.

"It sounds familiar like I've heard the name before but I'm not sure." said Kal.

"I see. Then I'll just have to keep you very happy then. And I'm not made of glass. Super durability's one of my powers. If anything I'm probably one of the few people in this army that could handle your other half in a fight if he did take over." said Kal.

He sighed as Jason pulled him closer, showing scars, as Kal snuggled up to him.

"Wow. They're kind of sexy." said Kal, blushing as he said that out loud.

He then heard his story about losing his parents and being separated from his sister and them being tortured. He hugged him really close.

"I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. I wish I could go to your world and make him feel how you felt. He's the one who should really suffer." said Kal.

He paused seeing his seeker side sniff the area as Jason came back.

"It doesn't seem out of control to me but I guess I haven't seen him for long. But I'll make sure to keep you safe and try to calm you down to you again. Although I think I may end up falling for your darker half as well because he's a part of you. And I'll never be sorry for loving you." said Kal.

Jason Lichon

[Jason Lichon]

Jason listened as Kal admitted to being scared too but he was more focused on having Jason than his fears. Jason smiled, tearing up again before wiping his tears and mumbled softly "I'm so lucky to have you, so lucky. I'm so grateful" He held Kal close after a small while. He then nodded understandably as Kal recalled the hulk but barely and responded that he might as well just make Jason happy all the time. Jason smiled softly, holding Kal's hand "Thing is, you already have and do make me happy all the time" He then sighed as the sunshine outside came like a mocking of his angst. Jason replied sadly "Even with your power, the seeker only stops when he wants to" He then turned to Kal and kissed him once again "I believe you but please be careful anyway. Just to make me feel better"

Jason then widened his eyes as Kal found his scars kind of attractive. Jason shook his head before saying with self-loathing "You may think they're sexy, but they make me feel and look ugly. They make me hideous. A freakin' frankenstein" He didn't blame Kal for liking them, seeing as they were quite healed. But everytime Jason saw them, all he saw was pain and ugliness. Making him hate himself more than he did. He then held Kal close as he came to him and told him that if he could, he'd wipe out Jason's enemies. He sighed sadly "And what will that do? It won't bring my mom back or help me find my sister" He then started to softly cry "My poor sister"

He then looked up with hope as Kal declared that he would not only do his best to keep Jason at peace, but probably would grow fond of the seeker. As it was a part of jason and everything that was jason was something Kal would accept. Jason's ocean eyes widened and grabbed Kal into another passionate kiss, one that lasted for some time. Pulling back for air he closed his eyes and mumbled "How did I ever deserve you?"

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

Kal smiled wrapping his arms around Jason.

"And I'm lucky to have you. I was fooling myself. I fell in love with a girl who didn't really love me. She loved Clark. It wasn't real. No matter how much I tried to convince myself. But this is. No lies, no tricks. No secrets. And you actually want me. Part of me's afraid I'll wake up and you'll just be a dream." said Kal.

His grin fell at that as he was being honest about his feelings and fears and made sure not to squeeze Jason too tight. He didn't want to hurt him and he was only easing his subconscious thoughts by holding him in his arms that this was real. Kal's mood changed as he grinned at Jason's next words.

"I'm glad to hear that." said Kal.

Kal chuckled.

"Then I'll make him want to stop. Maybe I'll try to seduce him. If there's any part of you in there he'll definitely fall for my charms easily." said Kal, confident in himself.

Kal returned the kiss eagerly.

"I will be careful." said Kal.

He heard his words and shook his head.

"Everything about you is gorgeous and irresistible to me. Your eyes, your nose, your mouth, your scars, and that six pack of yours." said Kal, with a wink.

He ran his hand over Jason's chest making sure not to touch any scars in case they were sensitive. He paused at his words and sighed.

"You're right it won't. But then again people have come back from the dead when they were brought here. Maybe your mom might too one day. Or at least your sister might show up. There's a couple people here who have relatives in the other armies. Adam has two brothers there. Okay he doesn't like them cause he abandoned them. Maybe that's a bad example." said Kal.

He smiled sheepishly at that hoping he hadn't made things worse. He smiled as Jason was pleased he'd love every part of him including the Seeker and kissed him again. Kal returned it eagerly.

"By being yourself. You are perfect just the way you are and I wouldn't change a thing. Well except having your sister here but I'm sure she'll show up sooner or later. And be annoying you like all siblings do." said Kal, hoping he could keep him in a good mood.

Jason Lichon

[Jason Lichon]

Jason allowed Kal to embrace him and hold him. Jason relaxed, listening to Kal's words. Tearing up a little more, he felt such love and pity for Kal. He deserved to be loved like everyone else. And Jason was going to be the realist love he ever had. Jason would never let go of Kal. Not if he could help it. Jason replied softly "Well then she never deserved you" He then replied assuringly, almost protectively "I'm very real, Kal. I promise I am. And I'm not going away. I love you" He then laughed amusedly as Kal confidently replied he'd simply seduce Seeker and make him want to stop. Jason kissed him again after Kal's comment that if there was any jason in him, the seduction would work "Oh I certainly think so. You're very charming"

Jason nodded approvingly as Kal promised he'd be careful. That was enough to satisfy Jason. If Kal would be careful, Jason wouldn't worry so damn much about him. That meant a lot. He then blushed, looking down as Kal objected to his negativity on his scars. Calling him beautiful. Calling everything about his body beautiful, such as his eyes, mouth, chest and yes his scars. Then Kal proceeded to rub a hand through his chest. Jason was very sensitive, due to not having such gentle or affectionate touches in years. He laid his head on Kal's shoulder and closed his eyes, relishing in Kal's touch. He even gave a soft moan before snapping back to reality, blushing "I, um, wow. I... I'm humbled that you find me pretty Kal"

Jason then listened as Kal replied that if people could come back from the dead here, then maybe his mom would show up. Jason's eyes lit up and they lit up more when Kal brought up that maybe his sister would show up here. He then nodded understanding what Kal was saying, even if with a bad example "I certainly hope you're right. I hope my mom or my sister shows up here. I'd be at peace knowing my sister was doing better than being in that hellhole where she got tortured"

Jason then beamed as Kal said that being himself was all he needed to do. And joked about having his sister here would eventually annoy him. In a better mood, Jason giggled and held Kal tighter "Thank you. I'd love for you to meet her" He then showed a small picture of him as a teen with her as a young adult "Her name is Destiny. Don't know why. Mom said she wanted a girl named Destiny. But maybe it fits her now. It was her destiny to escape evil"

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

Kal grinned at him.

"Maybe she didn't. But I feel as if I don't deserve someone as perfect as you." said Kal, kissing him again.

He smiled at Jason's reassurances.

"I want to believe that. But it may take some time for me to completely believe it. I hope you forgive me if I'm a bit clingy at first. I know it's irrational but there's a small part of me that thinks I'll wake up and I'll be alone again." said Kal.

As he spoke he wrapped his arms around Jason, trying to reassure himself that this was real and Jason wasn't going anywhere.

"I know I can be. Seeker wouldn't know what hit him." said Kal.

He grinned at Jason's reaction as Jason seemed humbled and flattered at his words.

"You've hadn't had someone to cherish you and love you as I can before. But now you don't have to worry. I don't find you just pretty. You're handsome, gorgeous, and irresistible. It took everything I had not to grab you the moment I saw you and whisk you off to my bedroom." said Kal.

Kal smiled.

"I hope for your sake they do. But even if they don't just remember you're never alone. Because you will always have me." said Kal.

Kal chuckled.

"I'd definitely meet her. Even if she ended up being the most annoying person I've met. I'd still be nice to her. For you." said Kal.

Kal smiled as Jason showed a picture of her.

"And it was our destiny to come to this world and find each other. I know you and your sister will be together one day. I'm sure of it." said Kal.

[Jason Lichon]

Jason was a little relieved Kal took his compliments but then was surprised to hear Kal admit that Jason was the perfect partner he wasn't sure he deserved. Before Jason could respond, Kal kissed him again. Jason held Kal's face with his hands, eagerly kissing back and relished in the feeling until they pulled back. Jason leaned against Kal happily as Kal pulled him closer, feeling safer than he had in a long time. Jason then shook his head assuringly "It's okay, Kal. I'll understand. I do understand. I'll just keep reminding you that I'm here and won't go away" Jason then started kissing Kal's face and neck, being sincere with his affections. Jason was a lovesick puppy by this point. He normally tended to be with people he cared about. He then laughed as Kal assured him Seeker was going to be surprised when he saw Kal, Jason replied "I'm very sure he'll fall for you. I know I did"

Jason then blushed like a tomato as Kal confessed that Jason deserved to be pampered with affection. That Kal found him so attractive it took him immense effort not to lead him to the bedroom when they met. Jason couldn't help but giggle a little bit, surprised by Kal's confidence but enjoying it a lot. Jason shook his head, kissing Kal again "Hey, don't sell yourself short. You're hot stuff yourself. Anybody with a brain would fall for you. You're determined, honest, smart, thoughtful, kind and beautiful" He held Kal close as Kal promised him he was going to be here regardless of whether his family showed up replying lovingly "And I'm gonna be grateful that I have you every single day"

He then laughed a little as Kal promised to be nice to his sister, even if it meant dealing with her being annoying. Jason shrugged "Destiny has a opinionated personality. She's bound to annoy anyone" He then smiled wider as Kal kept assuring him Destiny would come. Jason wanted nothing more than to see her again. After all, the last time they saw each other was when he sacrificed himself for her. He wanted to see if it was worth it.

Suddenly a fear went through him quickly, Kal made him realize a VERY important thing. Jason got more nervous and replied anxiously "Wait, if destiny has a chance of showing up here... That means Don does too" Jason's face grew immensely pale and he got very nervous, his heart was evidentally pounding in his chest "Oh god, he could come here. What if he finds me? What if he finds you?" He then turned to close the curtains and the door, locking it "Oh god he can't find us. If he finds us or is here, he'll use seeker against everyone. He can't find me. He can't find you! I can't let him find you" Tears of panic started streaming against his face

(OCC: Sorry for the drama. Wanted to add more weight by bringing up his enemy Don. Cause I love this thread so much)

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

Kal grinned.

"I suppose I might need a few more once and awhile." said Kal.

He moaned as Jason started kissing him back on his face and neck.

"If he doesn't then I'll find a way to earn it." said Kal.

He was amused as Jason blushed at the praise but when Kal praised him back Kal was the one blushing.

"You really think so?" asked Kal.

Kal grinned.

"And so am I. I'm grateful for every moment with you." said Kal.

He chuckled as he spoke of Destiny.

"Well, we'll get used to it. Or at least tolerate each other for your sake." said Kal.

Then Jason started panicking as he locked the door and closed the curtains. When he started crying Kal wrapped him his arms and pulled him close.

"It's okay Jason. They won't hurt you or your sister, or me. You forget you have two powerful powerhouses on your side Seeker and myself. And if by some miracle they'd got by us the rest of the army would tear this Don apart. You and your sister will always be safe her. No one, not Critic, Ask That Guy, don or anyone else will ever hurt you." said Kal.

[Jason Lichon]

"As many as you need I'll be happy to give it to you. I don't mind, I understand" Jason affectionately promised. He was aware of his boyfriend's fears, for they were similar to his own fears. But like kal who was willing to accept and understand him, Jason was more than willing to do the same. Whatever it took to make kal happy and safe, jason was hellbent on giving it to him. He then nodded firmly as Kal was surprised by his praise "Think so? I know so. I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it" He kissed kal again, gently and affectionately, holding kal close to him as he kissed kal. He relished in the affection he gave to kal and what kal gave to him. This felt like the fairy tale romance he always wanted but never thought he would get.

Jason beamed as Kal held him and expressed appreciation for him. He never thought he would be as happy as he was right now. He never felt so content with life as he did with Kal. It was, for the first time, he felt like his old self again. He could almost forget all the bad days and torturous days where he felt like a monster. Where he felt completely alone and unwanted. He wished this moment would last. He then laughed as Kal mentioned he would get over it or tolerate his sister for jason's sake "Well like I said she can get on your nerves but I'm sure she'll still like you. She'll be a bit protective but she'll accept you like I do"

Then came back all the memories of don. He began crying more and more as memories back at that lab forced it's way back into Jason's mind. He wasn't angry at the moment, hence why seeker wasn't here, but he was definitely afraid. Don didn't act or look like much to the outside eye but he had a power and manipulation streak that could rival the most trickiest of men. It would make lex luthor look like a care bear. Don was cruel and heartless and jason knew he was a type of man who would do whatever it took to destroy his enemies, and manipulate his way to get jason's powers. Don was a big threat and he feared for kal's safety. Kal may be powerful but don could talk his way out of a paper bag and if kal was vunerable, don could easily make sure kal was dead.

He allowed kal to hold him, his mind racing and his body shut down in pure panic. Don scared him. It was sad considering the seeker could easily kill him but jason was too afraid to confront his demon. Even if jason did allow the seeker to do what he wished, don always had a plan. He always found his way to make sure he stayed alive. The seeker was strong but don was smart. "It's not that, kal. He's smarter and far more able than you think he is. He's like a snake, he'll slither his way out and prevent himself from getting killed. He'll go out of his way to kill anyone in his way" Jason then started to weep some more "Y-you don't know him like I do. He beat me and my sister. He tortured us, he made us suffer. He used any tool he could to put the seeker gene in me. And anytime I stood up to him, he took it out on my sister. If she stood up, he took it out on me. So we had no choice but to listen to him. If he got you he'd use you as a guinea pig and hurt you like he did me. I can't let that happen. I won't let that happen"

He held to kal closely, protectively. He was aware that kal could take care of himself and was strong like seeker was. Both seeker and kal could kill him but jason was too afraid to even consider it. Don just had such power over him due to years of abuse and manipulation. Don truly made him believe jason could not stand a chance against him. That don was the all power and that no matter what, don would win. He sobbed "I-I'm so sorry kal, I wish I wasn't so afraid of him. But he just has this power over me. I don't want to lose you to that man"

[Bizarro/Kal Lichon]

Kal grinned at him.

"That's something I'd always want to hear." said Kal.

Kal grinned sheepishly but feeling pleased.

"I'm glad to hear that." said Kal.

Kal moaned a little as Jason returned his kissing. When they pulled back he grinned.

"So is one of your powers super kissing? Because you definitely take my breath away." said Kal, with a grin.

Kal nodded.

"I hope so. If not I'll earn her approval. And any other friends or family of yours that shows up here." said Kal.

Kal shook his head.

"That bastard will never touch you. I'll make sure of that. And if some miracle he got past me Seeker would destroy him. As would the rest of this army. He's a dead man walking. He just doesn't know it yet." said Kal.

Kal hugged Jason closer as tight as he could. He then laughed at the thought of Don getting near him.

"No one way would that creep get his hands on me. I'll set him on fire before he even got close." said Kal.

Kal shook his head.

"You won't. Nothing or no one's going to split us apart." said Kal.

[Jason Lichon]

Jason blushed immensely as Kal moaned into the kiss. He was blushing still as kal flirted that jason took his breath away. Jason was very glad but also very motivated to give kal pleasure from all places and was glad in doing so. He then nodded assuringly as kal vowed that if destiny did not approve of him, he would earn it as opposed to force. But if jason knew his sister, and he did overall, she would approve and respect his relationship. Especially since kal went out of his way for him. "I know she'll love you don't worry. I have faith she'll respect you even if she has a thing or two to say" Jason replied

But then don came back into the conversation. Panic went through his system. Jason was petrified. It was just his worst nightmare to ever face don again. Seeker within him was practically drooling for the chance to kill him but jason would always do anything he could to avoid confrontation. Kal's insistence that nothing would happen did help a little. That if kal didn't get him, others in the army would. Kal did have a point. Facilier had a code that everyone in his army was protected and safe from enemies. Jason's fears though were still evident. He held onto kal tightly, clinging onto kal like he would disappear if he let go. Jason's tears streamed, too worried about kal's safety. Jason replied about seeker "Seeker would try to kill him, you and the army all would I know but... Don. He.. he's something else. He's a monster, kal. He doesn't look like one but he is. I'm terrified of him. I can't help it I'm sorry" He held onto kal then, holding onto him replying weepily "I'm so sorry I'm a coward"

Kal then mentioned that don would not get near him, as he had powers to protect him. Then kal reminded jason that nothing would tear them apart, not even don. Jason replied fearfully, anxiously "If he does find you, promise me, please promise me that you won't risk yourself getting hurt or captured by him. Just promise me if you have to fight him to be careful. Don't let him hurt you please" He then kissed kal then, passionately, insistently, despite the tears he didn't want kal to get in over his head. He wanted to remind kal that jason valued his life immensely. Jason kissed him even more as Kal promised he wouldn't lose him "I won't let anything tear us apart kal. I can't. I love you" He kissed kal again, tenderly